I miss having her be so invested in my ups, downs...my joys and sadness. I've lost that, that one person I could gush to about everything. I've never felt someone actually care so much about how I was feeling....or listen so intently to me when I spoke. I've had such a hole in my life since she has gone. That gentle love, adorable curiosity...but most importantly...just being interested in what I was saying. I always felt so loved and heard by her.
I wish I could have bloomed into what I am today when she was still alive.
I hope she is one of the first people I see when I go.